[ You know, it sure is a good thing he was prepared for this username by Earlier Conversations, because otherwise Lupine would be kind of floored by how awful it is. ]
[Someone has left a festive wrapped package in your unit dropbox. The tag, in Hurricane's sloppy handwriting, is addressed to you by name, and it reads: "Happy holidays, dude!" There is also a jar of dark chocolate rum truffles.]
uniTEA: hey!! uniTEA: are you busy uniTEA: wanna see my room uniTEA: thats not a euphemism btw uniTEA: i mean i guess it COULD be but ¯\_( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)_/¯ uniTEA: oh no that face is A Lot lol
[ Smothered laughter. His mood could definitely be a little better — but sIV and BE and avante are all looking a little better today, so. He'll take it, you know? ]
🐺: Come on it's not that much 🐺: Could be way worse
[ A beat later, it occurs to him that he should maybe add: ]
Cool Motive, Still Murder: Amnesia Edition: guess what stuck around
[the text is quickly followed by a photo of Valor taking a picture of his reflection in a mirror, wearing the black tank from his first Lilis outfit. he's smiling, mouth slightly open, long snake tongue flicking out to just brush the mirror's surface.]
[ —In his head, there's about ten seconds devoted entirely to thinking about Lark's question, and how hilarious it would be if this had been Lark's opener. ]
🐺: You can definitely ask 🐺: I'll probably even answer
Bordeaux: Quick question Bordeaux: O also this is Eichi, I don't know if we've ever texted Bordeaux: Miss Yvette is offering a few drinks for me to go, so I figured I would ask if you'd like some.
[ wha ] [ oh ] [ Lupine spends a moment on his back in bed, then levers himself up and slips out. Into a bathroom instead, so the light won't wake anybody else.
He could've just left Hades on read until morning. It's definitely late.
...But. It's an honest relief to hear from him, after their truncated conversations during Last Supper. ]
[They've selected a comfortable soft room to do this in, since all things are improved by a vast multitude of blankets and pillows. After making sure that the both of them are ready, Doctor turns on Heart Soldier's power.
His feelings are the first to flood out into both of them, warm affection and trust in equal measure. He knows that there are likely going to be unpleasant emotions beneath the surface for any or all of them, but he has confidence that their bonds are strong enough to handle it.]
Re: Day 524? threeway emotionshare, doctor -> aliza -> lupine
[ There's a flicker of a moment before Doctor activates the bond that Aliza's mind stretches out as she fights a desire to break away, run, hide. Or worse, lash out, thrash and claw at the threat. She does neither, though she does tense sharply, her grip on both men squeezing down hard. ]
[ The first thing they'll feel is a drop of trepidation, as though she could hide what she doesn't wish them to see. But then the floodgates open, and what spills out of her is a tangled, writhing mass of emotions that are all far more intense than any human feeling. ]
[ Some of these are recognizable as humanlike. Shame and guilt are at the core of her, a gaping wound constantly on the edge of going sour. A desire to protect and care for others and the icy chill that is her fear of failing them. Desperate need to hold on to her memories while she also wants nothing more than to forget. Her love for them both, though different forms of it, gleaming bright amidst the chaos. ]
[ The rest of her is not human at all. Her instinct is a writhing, oily mass that leeches over every part of her, a sickening sweet call that insists she destroy, hurt, take. It craves not only blood, but the fight to obtain it, the satisfaction of lording over those she razes down. It demands she take everything she could ever want and many things she doesn't, just for the sake of having them. It hates and curses the side of her that loves and protects, and aims to crush those pathetic human feelings so it can do as it likes. ]
[ She is always fighting that evil inside her. Everything she does or says or thinks is a battle. The good in her sometimes wants to wither and submit, but she won't allow it. Knowing deep down that she is an evil thing, an abomination, helps fuel her to keep fighting even more than does her love and protectiveness. She will win, because she must. ]
[ Doctor's seen most of this before, of course. But there's something new, extreme possessiveness that makes her want to clutch at him and snarl away any who dare intrude -- behind the impulse is not only rage, but fear. She's petrified of being abandoned and alone, and this side of her will do anything to keep what's hers, anything. Her trust in them both forces back the impulse and hates herself for needing to. Though she'd like to say her trust is winning handily, it's essentially a stalemate, any little push could thumb the scale. This is why she can't talk about Doctor and Lupine and whatever they get up to, Aliza doesn't trust her better angels enough to keep her demons contained. And there is a thought, a whisper, that if she could only turn them both it would cease to be an issue. ]
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
day 408
uniTEA: lupine!!! hello!
Re: day 408
🐺: Hey
[ And then immediate regrets because man, these things need better tone indicators. ]
🐺: Uh 😃👋
[ Yeah, nope, those don't help. After a minute: ]
🐺: Can you pretend that was like a normal greeting and not
🐺: Some horrifying yellow cartoon... thing
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
Day 417 - After Monster Bingo Prom
Hikage: Hello, I hope it wouldn't be a bother to talk so soon, but you did say I could text you later when I was myself.
Re: Day 417 - After Monster Bingo Prom
🐺: It's not a bother
🐺: Feeling better?
Re: Day 417 - After Monster Bingo Prom
Re: Day 417 - After Monster Bingo Prom
Re: Day 417 - After Monster Bingo Prom
Re: Day 417 - After Monster Bingo Prom
Re: Day 417 - After Monster Bingo Prom
Re: Day 417 - After Monster Bingo Prom
Re: Day 417 - After Monster Bingo Prom
Re: Day 417 - After Monster Bingo Prom
Re: Day 417 - After Monster Bingo Prom
1/2
2/3
Re: Day 417 - After Monster Bingo Prom
Re: Day 417 - After Monster Bingo Prom
Re: Day 417 - After Monster Bingo Prom
Re: Day 417 - After Monster Bingo Prom
Re: Day 417 - After Monster Bingo Prom
Re: Day 417 - After Monster Bingo Prom
Re: Day 417 - After Monster Bingo Prom
day 426? prior to fans peacing out
[ hah. for once, that shitty name feels ... correct. ]
ABSOLUTE TRAINWRECK is typing...
[ for a long, long time.
a long, LONG time. ]
ABSOLUTE TRAINWRECK: I think I fucked up
Re: day 426? prior to fans peacing out
🐺: Where are you?
Re: day 426? prior to fans peacing out
Re: day 426? prior to fans peacing out
Re: day 426? prior to fans peacing out
1/
Re: day 426? prior to fans peacing out
Re: day 426? prior to fans peacing out
Re: day 426? prior to fans peacing out
Re: day 426? prior to fans peacing out
1/
2/
Re: day 426? prior to fans peacing out
changes course a bit later oops
Re: changes course a bit later oops
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
1/
2/
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
Day 431, evening
[Inside the package is a meat and cheese gift basket.]
Re: Day 431, evening
🐺: I didn't know we were supposed to get gifts
🐺: Everything looks great!
🐺: But now I have to get you something soooo
Re: Day 431, evening
Re: Day 431, evening
Re: Day 431, evening
Re: Day 431, evening
Re: Day 431, evening
Re: Day 431, evening
Re: Day 431, evening
Re: Day 431, evening
Re: Day 431, evening
429 sometime probably
uniTEA: hey!!
uniTEA: are you busy
uniTEA: wanna see my room
uniTEA: thats not a euphemism btw
uniTEA: i mean i guess it COULD be but ¯\_( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)_/¯
uniTEA: oh no that face is A Lot lol
Re: 429 sometime probably
🐺: Come on it's not that much
🐺: Could be way worse
[ A beat later, it occurs to him that he should maybe add: ]
🐺: That was a yes btw
(no subject)
1/
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
436-437 days are hard
ABSOLUTE TRAINWRECK: I'm going to say I'm sorry in advance for this crash course you didn't ask for in classical conditioning
Re: 436-437 days are hard
🐺: That's really considerate of you?
Re: 436-437 days are hard
Re: 436-437 days are hard
Re: 436-437 days are hard
Re: 436-437 days are hard
Re: 436-437 days are hard
Re: 436-437 days are hard
Re: 436-437 days are hard
Re: 436-437 days are hard
Re: 436-437 days are hard
Re: 436-437 days are hard
Re: 436-437 days are hard
Re: 436-437 days are hard
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
Day 440
[the text is quickly followed by a photo of Valor taking a picture of his reflection in a mirror, wearing the black tank from his first Lilis outfit. he's smiling, mouth slightly open, long snake tongue flicking out to just brush the mirror's surface.]
Re: Day 440
Valor will be getting a reply text after a minute or two. ]
🐺: Okay but what else are you wearing?
Re: Day 440
Re: Day 440
Re: Day 440
Re: Day 440
Re: Day 440
Re: Day 440
Re: Day 440
Re: Day 440
Re: Day 440
Re: Day 440
Day 442
Skylark: Possibly several moments
Re: Day 442
🐺: Sure of course
🐺: What's up?
[ There are some people who, if they asked that, would get a teasing rejoinder. But. Well. Lark doesn't ask that kind of thing for no reason. ]
Re: Day 442
1/
2/
Re: Day 442
Re: Day 442
Re: Day 442
Re: Day 442
Re: Day 442
Re: Day 442
Re: Day 442
Re: Day 442
Re: Day 442
Re: Day 442
Re: Day 442
Re: Day 442
Re: Day 442
Re: Day 442
Re: Day 442
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
Day 445; NSFW
uniTEA: i have a lewd-adjacent question for you if you're up for it
uniTEA: (or it might be straight-up lewd idk)
Re: Day 445; NSFW
🐺: You can definitely ask
🐺: I'll probably even answer
Re: Day 445; NSFW
Re: Day 445; NSFW
Re: Day 445; NSFW
Re: Day 445; NSFW
Re: Day 445; NSFW
Re: Day 445; NSFW
Re: Day 445; NSFW
Re: Day 445; NSFW
Re: Day 445; NSFW
Re: Day 445; NSFW
Re: Day 445; NSFW
Re: Day 445; NSFW
Re: Day 445; NSFW
Re: Day 445; NSFW
DAY 447, after game
Bordeaux: O also this is Eichi, I don't know if we've ever texted
Bordeaux: Miss Yvette is offering a few drinks for me to go, so I figured I would ask if you'd like some.
Re: DAY 447, after game
🐺: Are they something that'll keep?
🐺: I guess sawdust is technically an improvement on some alcohols but like
Re: DAY 447, after game
Re: DAY 447, after game
Re: DAY 447, after game
Re: DAY 447, after game
Re: DAY 447, after game
Re: DAY 447, after game
Night, 449
Re: Night, 449
He could've just left Hades on read until morning. It's definitely late.
...But. It's an honest relief to hear from him, after their truncated conversations during Last Supper. ]
🐺: Yeah I'm up
Re: Night, 449
Re: Night, 449
Re: Night, 449
Re: Night, 449
Re: Night, 449
Re: Night, 449
Re: Night, 449
Re: Night, 449
Re: Night, 449
Re: Night, 449
Re: Night, 449
Re: Night, 449
Re: Night, 449
Re: Night, 449
Re: Night, 449
1/
2/
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
487
Re: 487
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
Day 514, NSFW
Re: Day 514, NSFW
🐺: Be there soon
[ And then he is, knocking on the door with some amusement. ]
Re: Day 514, NSFW
Re: Day 514, NSFW
Re: Day 514, NSFW
Re: Day 514, NSFW
Re: Day 514, NSFW
Re: Day 514, NSFW
Re: Day 514, NSFW
Day 524? threeway emotionshare, doctor -> aliza -> lupine
His feelings are the first to flood out into both of them, warm affection and trust in equal measure. He knows that there are likely going to be unpleasant emotions beneath the surface for any or all of them, but he has confidence that their bonds are strong enough to handle it.]
Re: Day 524? threeway emotionshare, doctor -> aliza -> lupine
[ The first thing they'll feel is a drop of trepidation, as though she could hide what she doesn't wish them to see. But then the floodgates open, and what spills out of her is a tangled, writhing mass of emotions that are all far more intense than any human feeling. ]
[ Some of these are recognizable as humanlike. Shame and guilt are at the core of her, a gaping wound constantly on the edge of going sour. A desire to protect and care for others and the icy chill that is her fear of failing them. Desperate need to hold on to her memories while she also wants nothing more than to forget. Her love for them both, though different forms of it, gleaming bright amidst the chaos. ]
[ The rest of her is not human at all. Her instinct is a writhing, oily mass that leeches over every part of her, a sickening sweet call that insists she destroy, hurt, take. It craves not only blood, but the fight to obtain it, the satisfaction of lording over those she razes down. It demands she take everything she could ever want and many things she doesn't, just for the sake of having them. It hates and curses the side of her that loves and protects, and aims to crush those pathetic human feelings so it can do as it likes. ]
[ She is always fighting that evil inside her. Everything she does or says or thinks is a battle. The good in her sometimes wants to wither and submit, but she won't allow it. Knowing deep down that she is an evil thing, an abomination, helps fuel her to keep fighting even more than does her love and protectiveness. She will win, because she must. ]
[ Doctor's seen most of this before, of course. But there's something new, extreme possessiveness that makes her want to clutch at him and snarl away any who dare intrude -- behind the impulse is not only rage, but fear. She's petrified of being abandoned and alone, and this side of her will do anything to keep what's hers, anything. Her trust in them both forces back the impulse and hates herself for needing to. Though she'd like to say her trust is winning handily, it's essentially a stalemate, any little push could thumb the scale. This is why she can't talk about Doctor and Lupine and whatever they get up to, Aliza doesn't trust her better angels enough to keep her demons contained. And there is a thought, a whisper, that if she could only turn them both it would cease to be an issue. ]
1/2?
Re: Day 524? threeway emotionshare, doctor -> aliza -> lupine
Re: Day 524? threeway emotionshare, doctor -> aliza -> lupine
Re: Day 524? threeway emotionshare, doctor -> aliza -> lupine
Re: Day 524? threeway emotionshare, doctor -> aliza -> lupine
Re: Day 524? threeway emotionshare, doctor -> aliza -> lupine
Re: Day 524? threeway emotionshare, doctor -> aliza -> lupine
Re: Day 524? threeway emotionshare, doctor -> aliza -> lupine
Re: Day 524? threeway emotionshare, doctor -> aliza -> lupine
Re: Day 524? threeway emotionshare, doctor -> aliza -> lupine
Re: Day 524? threeway emotionshare, doctor -> aliza -> lupine
Re: Day 524? threeway emotionshare, doctor -> aliza -> lupine
Re: Day 524? threeway emotionshare, doctor -> aliza -> lupine
Re: Day 524? threeway emotionshare, doctor -> aliza -> lupine
Re: Day 524? threeway emotionshare, doctor -> aliza -> lupine
Re: Day 524? threeway emotionshare, doctor -> aliza -> lupine
...
...
...
...
...
...