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Yuri Lowell ([personal profile] at_heart) wrote2021-09-20 11:49 pm
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You called me, so my guess is you know who I am. But I'm busy, so leave a message, or whatever.
ends: (death is hilarious.)

[personal profile] ends 2022-01-19 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
What did I just say?

[ it's probably not supposed to make him laugh but it does, which is better than being pathetic and cold under a bench, so! ]

Not picky. No. Not unless the soup I get is expired, and even then, ehh... if it's processed enough, what does that matter.
ends: (WOW amaze.)

[personal profile] ends 2022-01-19 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
And I don't want you going around trying to fetch me soup. I don't know what else is open in this whole—

[ as he's gesturing out towards "this whole place," he's. noticing his arm is a bit less transparent than it was? ]
ends: (uncertainty everywhere。)

[personal profile] ends 2022-01-19 02:33 pm (UTC)(link)
... But I can't even bring supplies like this. Or... help, at all.

[ this is difficult. confusing. it's a good thing he's not projecting emotions today, because Lupine would hear a lot of things going back and forth (very quickly, too) before he lands on: ]

And that's... really okay?
ends: (thoughtfully.)

[personal profile] ends 2022-01-22 02:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Then...

[ well. he can't make himself useful, he can't shop for the supplies, he can't deliver anything. he knows he won't be allowed to pay and honestly, the thought of trying doesn't even occur to him. (look, this is breaking some dual programming and it shows he's not in complete distress, it's progress.) ]

... Can I help next time? [ when he can, mmmm, you know, stand. and maneuver. ] You should probably drop me off somewhere to do what you have to. You can't shop and hold an entire person. [ a small child, maybe. a whole grown person with no use of their lower body? (x) doubt. ]
ends: (hitting snooze.)

[personal profile] ends 2022-01-24 06:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ oh. a little embarrassed, ]

Right. Really.. normal places keep things stocked for everyone to have meals, huh.

[ he's also assuming the intent is to get more altitude, so he's just going to go ahead and close his eyes. rest and anxiety prevention. bonus points: his arm looks almost the right tone and appears solid? ]

... You think if it was always just you by yourself, you'd still do it? Prepare complicated meals like this?
ends: (real smooth.)

[personal profile] ends 2022-01-25 12:43 am (UTC)(link)
Wow. Meals for four? To share..? [ saying this as if this concept is completely foreign. ECT, hypothermia, maiming? casual to talk about. a family-sized meal to be shared, though? before this place? woah. novel. people actually do that. ] At the risk of you ribbing me for saying so... it sounds like they were lucky to have you.

[ expecting he's going to have to wave dismissively at sap or mushy comments for laying it out like that. ]

It's a nice thing to be able to give people. I bet everyone you've ever done it for is grateful.
ends: (assess.)

[personal profile] ends 2022-02-19 10:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[ oh that's cute. but he won't point it out. ]

You think that, but people show all the time how content they are to leave people to fend for themselves or let them go hungry.

[ plainly stated. experience. he knows these things. ]

Not giving a damn is easy for a lot of people.

[personal profile] ends 2022-02-20 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ sorry, Lupine. but Kitsu just looks to him, cracking a smile despite it. ]

Right.

[ the kind of smile that persists, almost as if to say, congrats on not being one of them and having heart. ]