You too, huh? Although my recollection is a bit scrambled for other reasons ... I can't remember many specific details beyond the bit where everyone got to leave
[ And then a bit of silence, while he tries to think of what to say, before: ]
I'm sorry Losing all my memories once was bad enough Knowing that my memories of Tokyo-F are a little screwed up is bad enough I hate the idea of that happening over and over again
I'm sorry, too. Those places are rough, amnesia and messed up memories are rough, and it's not
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something that a lot of people can understand In a lot of ways, that's probably a good thing? Nobody should have to know what it's like But having people who Get It can be helpful
Hitting things with big sticks and/or swords and/or fists is ALSO very helpful
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I remember some of that too actually
It's [ hmmm ] sort of like a dream?
The way we sometimes got memories back after bad games
[ or at least the way he did, because his player tended to do Too Many Sessions that were still ongoing when endgame got posted— ]
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You too, huh?
Although my recollection is a bit scrambled for other reasons ...
I can't remember many specific details beyond the bit where everyone got to leave
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[
boy should he have told Kantera, he did tell Saya but it was kind of handwaved OH WELL I'm sorry Kantera!!!]Why are your memories scrambled?
Unless that's personal
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The question of the hour. ]
I don't know for sure.
But if I had to guess, I'd say it's probably got something to do with the number of times I've lost them.
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Diminishing returns?
[ That genuinely sucks so much. He's sorry. ]
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[ It's not the whole truth. Not a lie, either, but trying to actually explain is a whole can of worms. Several cans. On a minefield. ]
My memories from back home (before all the nonsense) are mostly okay as far as I can tell, though. THAT'S a relief.
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Better that than nothing
[ And then a bit of silence, while he tries to think of what to say, before: ]
I'm sorry
Losing all my memories once was bad enough
Knowing that my memories of Tokyo-F are a little screwed up is bad enough
I hate the idea of that happening over and over again
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Those places are rough, amnesia and messed up memories are rough, and it's not
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something that a lot of people can understand
In a lot of ways, that's probably a good thing? Nobody should have to know what it's like
But having people who Get It can be helpful
Hitting things with big sticks and/or swords and/or fists is ALSO very helpful
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Much as I don't love that it wasn't just me in that place
Woulda been a lot harder to adjust here without the people who get it
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It has some Potential Implications. ]
The circumstances? Regrettable. The friendships you make along the way? Not so much. 〒▽〒b
Stick! I started out with mops and then moved on to traditional staves
Hand-to-hand is a close second though
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Quarterstaff too
[ There might've been, like, just enough of a pause between those two texts. It's possible. ]
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korone's head ]
I don't suppose you're in the market for a new sparring partner?
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Pretty much always
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We meet
Well pretty much any day of the week
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Do you have any times of day that suits you best?